Name: Jennifer Tan
Age: 23
Status: In A Relationship
D.O.B: 19 November 1985 Nickname: Ah ger, Hello kitty siao, Mango, Cha bo, Siao cha bo

Add me: FRIENDSTER

My Loves:
My family
Hello kitty
My room
My boyfriend
All those who love me and care for me
LV Stuff
Shoes

My Dislke:
Liars
People who bluff me
Take me for granted
Big mouth ppl
People who look down on me

▪ Wish to be more tanned
▪ Wish to buy all hello kitty stuff
▪ Wish to have a simple and peaceful life
▪ Wish to have a PSP
▪ Wish to have a DS
▪ Wish to lose more weight
▪ Wish to have more money
▪ Wish to be with him long
▪ Wish to get my favourite LV bag by next month
▪ Wish to meet up more with jiayi and nano
▪ Wish to slim down before Chinese New Year
▪ Wish to buy for clothes
▪ Wish to get marry soon
▪ Wish to stay at home and no need to work

LOVES
♥ Calvyn ♥
♥ Roy ♥

GAL LOVER
Jiayi

FRENZ
Xiuqing
Charlene
YiYin
Samantha

BTY
Shumian
Anqiie
Nano
K

• November 2007
• December 2007
• February 2008
• April 2008
• June 2008
• November 2008
• February 2009
• April 2009
• June 2009

i know is been so long i have blog..
i am too busy and tired to on my com..

i hasn't been happy since 6th feb..
yes.. is the day i broke up with him..
i know is not worth for me to be sad over him..
i know i shouldn't be worry for him anymore..
but i jus cant forget him..
i jus cant stop worry for him..

although we have broke up for 2 months le..
in fact this 2 month i am still waiting for him to change..
but things still the same..
for this 2 month in front of ppl i am acting..
i been acting as i am very happy-go-lucky..
every night i jus dun feel like coming home..
since they day we broke off i been going to drink and club to make myself numb..
i know is bad for health..
but i jus dunno wat i should do..
i guess i am jus being silly..

ever since he went to ns..
i been keeping contact with him on and off..
or perhap every night..
last week i got a sms from him..
saying he got injure during his training..
and was sent to hospital..
i know is quite serious..
and after this injure..
i cant contact him le till today..

but yesterday i call his mother at his house when i am in the bus..
only from his mum then i found out one thing..
he been locked up in army..
thats why i cant contact him..
after talking to his mum, i cried..
i really dun understand why is all this happen??
is it becos of our relationship???

now i think back i think is all my fault..
i shouldnt have jus say ok when he ask for break..
i feel so bad now when all this things happen..

i hate myself...
now he has become like this is my fault..

i really hope he will be fine..
i really hope after all this, u will be good..
i know how we feel for each other..
if we r fated to be together we will de..

i hope everything will went well for him..
i never regret loving him..
i know i still love him even though we have broke up for 2months le..
i will never forget the love between us..
my heart can never be replaced by any guys anymore..

i am feeling down again..
i am crying again..
cant write on anymore..
got to stop here now..

will blog again soon...

Labels: missing you..

posted @ 12:13 AM